Merry Christmas! ^^

Hello everyone! (even though its only me here)

It's Christmas! Yay :D I hope anyone reading this (basically future me) had a nice last Christmas! ^^

So I went to a different church today to watch a play and it was so touching! I was tearing and had a huge lump in my throat but my brother was with me so I HELD ALL MY TEARS IN. It was about how people's judgements don't matter and they can't hurt you unless you let them. And as long as you spend time with God you will remember that He loves you no matter what because He made you and He doesn't make mistakes. Aww <3

Isn't it amazing how even people who don't attend church or maybe even non-believers still celebrate Christmas? Personally I feel like many people forget that this day is all about how our Lord and Saviour   Jesus Christ was born ^^

Church sermons are always so beautiful near Christmas <3

Merry Christmas!

Dan Howell (danisnotonfire)

Hey all you socially introverted and awkward people, you should probably read this.

I feel your pain. And you'll probably feel Dan's pain too. If you need anymore convincing, just watch this video.

Yeah, he's a pretty awesome YouTuber. And by awesome I mean I relate to him. SO MUCH. So yeah. If you do too, please share a story or something so we can all hide in one huge turtle shell for the rest of our lives.

Being a YouTuber.

Some of you might think being a YouTuber is probably the best job ever. Sure, it's fun and all, but only today I kinda realized how hard they have to work.

They stay up all night editing one video just for their precious viewers so the video can come out on time, and yet there is the inevitability of hater comments. And just like Anthony (Smosh) said, it's pretty hard to take it in when you put in so much effort and confidence in one video and people hate it.  It's sad, but I guess its part of the job isn't it.

Not forgetting how they voluntarily connect with fans and reply to them on social networking sites. Basically,

That shit is tough. Appreciate it.

Owl City

Mr Adam Young is a genius.

Being interested in psychology, I see why his music depicts beautiful fantasy worlds that I personally have been dreaming of.

Asperger's Syndrome, deeply shy, socially introverted... People with these qualities are amazing! Beautiful minds, amazing wonderlands, truly fascinating. I must say, I feel that he deserves more love. But what can I say, the guy is shy and all. I understand. Still, I really hope more people would appreciate such beauty and discover the mesmerizing world we live in our heads. 

Also, being a shy person, wouldn't he be considered really brave to be able to put his work out there? This guy is awesome! What I would give to know more about what goes on in his head. Probably something outside of the universe. 

We love you Joey Graceffa!

So, as you may know, Joey Graceffa is an amazing daily vlogger on youtube. One of his vlogs (which you can watch and then thumbs up here and subscribe if you haven't) included his car getting towed away, and some douchebag (whom I won't name because fuck him) made a response video claiming that he towed away Joey's car. He then went on to criticize and insult Joey, causing a lot of chaos among Joey's fans.

Fine we have no clue how much of the driveway did Joey block, but who the fuck are you to use this opportunity to gain fame on your stupid YouTube channel? Gosh. Personally I find the channel boring as fuck, and you are one mean motherfucker.

Personally I think he shouldn't even have made the video in the first place, now Joey's vlog (which you can watch and then thumbs up here and subscribe if you haven't) clearly has a lot of hate. So please go support Joey, avoid bringing the douche the fame that he desperately wants, and tell me your opinions about the whole incident. OPINIONS, NOT HATE.

Different YouTubers.

It's safe to say I watch YouTube every freaking day. I love it. But recently, I start to feel differently towards certain YouTubers. 

Don't get me wrong, they're all excellent, wonderful YouTubers, I get excited and happy for them when they hit a million subscribers and all. But when you look into their actual lives, it's as if they're the typical popular, cool people in school. 

I don't know why, but I just feel a bit awkward toward such people. I don't hate them one bit. I still love them, but as pathetic as it sounds, I feel like I'm not good enough for them. Which explains why I'm kinda more drawn to the YouTubers that I can really relate to.

I still love all my favourite YouTubers. <3

P.s. If anyone from the outside world is miraculously reading this, I'd like to know who your favourite YouTubers are :)

YOUTUBEZ 4 LYFE

I need to get this out, I AM OBSESSED WITH YOUTUBE.

It all started when I first discovered Smosh. This whole load of awesomeness lead me to Kalel with her vlogs and collabs, where I found all the other Youtubers, starting from Joey Graceffa. All these Youtubers pretty much mean the world to me. Most of them unintentionally inspire me to do certain things in life, which are now greatly appreciated, and they are the first few people I go to when I get really upset.

Of course, it'd sound rather ridiculous if I love watching Youtube videos and yet I don't make any. Well, I do. Kinda. But they're shitty as hell. TRUST ME. The only thing keeping me from deleting those works of shit is the rising number of views. ^^ Plus, I have no idea how to edit and hence took a shitload of time editing that crap.

ANYWAY. Youtube is awesome, check it out, don't just use it to listen to music. ^^