Welcome to the vortex of passionate words that I had to get out of my head, which explains why nothing makes sense to anyone other than myself.
Also, none of these posts are intended for anyone unless I send the links to other humans; updates on my life and advice I give are for the future Clara reading this. Yes, you. What, did you really think anyone would actually bother coming here? Pssh. (Thanks if you did though, just didn't want to get my hopes too high.)